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Why You’re Never Truly Satisfied: What Astrology and Psychoanalysis Say About Your Deepest Desire
Have you ever achieved a major goal—landed the dream job, found the perfect partner, bought the beautiful house—only to feel an empty click instead of profound satisfaction? If you’ve chased an ideal only to be disappointed when you finally catch it, you’ve encountered one of the most fundamental truths of the human psyche. Your deepest desire, it turns out, is for something you can never have. My recent scholarly paper, Neptune and the Object-Cause of Desire , proposes a re

Gonzalo Meza
Dec 11, 20254 min read


Salt & Lightning
The morning light did not break; it seeped. It was a pale, watered-down milk that spilled over the windowsill and pooled on the stone floor, lacking the warmth to chase away the night’s chill. Luna lay still, her body a heavy topographic map of ridges and valleys under the linen sheet. She breathed in, a shallow draft of air that tasted of old stone and dried lavender—the scent of preservation. It was the smell of a room that had not changed in a decade, a museum exhibit of

Gonzalo Meza
Dec 1, 20257 min read


The Shadow Dialogue
You're here. You can feel the weight of your body, comfortably settled, and it's a very good thing to take this moment just for yourself. Do you notice the temperature of the air on your skin, or perhaps hear distant sounds? It's these small details of the outside world that help you center yourself, knowing that nothing important will be missed, because you will now focus inward. And as your eyes glide over these lines, you can begin to gently release the tension you di

Gonzalo Meza
Oct 25, 20256 min read


Love and Shadows: The Only Path to Lasting Love
True love is only found where our light meets our shadow Close your eyes for a moment. Let the words settle within you, like a gentle...

Gonzalo Meza
Aug 20, 20253 min read


Astrology of the Deep: Lilith, Nessus and Sedna, the Music of the Sky
Quelle est la musique de votre âme ? 🎶
Explorez la connexion mystique entre la musique des sphères et votre thème astral. De l'harmonie classique aux notes profondes de Lilith, Nessus et Sedna, découvrez comment les astres chantent les blessures et les pouvoirs qui vous habitent. Laissez-vous guider par ces vibrations uniques pour une alchimie intérieure.

Gulsah Meza
Aug 4, 20254 min read


Lilith's Call
There are whispers within us that never die away, even beneath the thickest layers of ambition and expectation. Primal calls, like echoes...

Gulsah Meza
Jul 13, 20256 min read


The Seven Veils of the Soul: When Luna Descended with Inanna (Part 3)
The question echoed in Luna's mind, as haunting as the echo of demon footsteps following Inanna: "If you let me go, I will let anyone...

Gulsah Meza
Jun 23, 20253 min read


The Seven Veils of the Soul: When Luna Descended with Inanna (Part 2)
Luna's breath came back, slow and hesitant, as if after a deep immersion in icy water. The stabbing pain eased, leaving behind a strange...

Gulsah Meza
Jun 4, 20254 min read


The Seven Veils of the Soul: When Luna Descended with Inanna (Part 1)
Luna had taken refuge in the most secret corner of her garden, where the sun filtered through the leaves, creating a mosaic of light and...

Gulsah Meza
May 26, 20255 min read


The Tides of the Soul: When Childhood Shapes Our Shadow
Luna stands on the seashore of infinite worlds “On the seashore of endless worlds children meet. The infinite sky is motionless overhead...

Gulsah Meza
May 17, 20253 min read


Persephone, the Shadow and the Spring of the Soul
Persephone returns from the underworld The spring sun caressed the hills of Olympus, bathing the temples in a golden light. The air...

Gulsah Meza
May 9, 20252 min read


Lilith, the Shadow and the Key to Your Inner Power
Breath... Lilith... that name... it resonates with you, doesn't it? Perhaps like a whisper from the mists of time, or the distant echo of...

Gulsah Meza
May 1, 20253 min read
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